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oh that kind of pleasure....... island..? [May. 22nd, 2004|06:01 pm]
[mood | mellow]
[music |further seems forever- february tide]

hahah hey kids. i'm at work and bored outta my mind... yah .. i was thinking about stop posting things b/c its summer and i don't really have time to... and i do so much stuff during the days that its too hard to keep up. i don't remember things easily and i just don't know if its worth it.. so if i don't post again after this.. its my last post.. b/c i am still undecided.. so yeah. uhh... i went wakeboarding with jt travis and linds the other day.. it was fun.. i think this is where i left off.. and lately.. i have just been hanging out with kat and mal some.. cassie just got into town.. and i've been spending more time with linds.. b/c shes my girl. lol.. and the other night ... i went to dusty afshars land for a little while.. and then we all went to Gabes house.. i saw a lotta people i had not seen in a while b/c they were off to college. yah.. then i went to johnys .. to prove to him that i cared.. we talked .. and stuff.. and lets see here... lance came down this weekend.. it was fun we went putt putting.. he beat me by one point. literally.. only one. it sucked.. and then we went to the cabin and watched tommy boy.. and it was me trevor jenny him and his friend phil... don't feed phil!! lol .. sorry i had never met anyone by the name of phil.. but this guy was crazy. i called him psycho phil b/c he is. and made fire balls.. it was prolly one of the coolest things i have ever seen... and we went fourwheeling and stuff.. good times.. good times.. and ... i graduate tomorrow.. jeez.. thats crazy.. i'm excited though. ben called me last night.. twice.. lol. .and left two messages.. he was really drunk. the first one he goes.. alisha.... alisha.... alisha... i was like who is this kid? i thought it was jake.. but it was benGee.. and then he called back and he was liek alisha... i am soo wasted... i think i am near your cabin where you said you were staying at.. i need somewhere to stay.. can i come over? wow.. i'm plastered.. lol that boy is crazy.. i've been callin him benji. i don't think he likes it..oh well.. my friend adam called me last night and left me a message.. he was at the matchbook romance concert and i got to hear the greatest fall of all time. it was great.. b/c i could actually hear it pretty well.. so i got to wake up to them singing to my in my phone. it was a good wake up call... hmm..s0o0o0o0o yeah i think i am done with this post. lemme think- yah i'm done. later!! :)
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insane in my membrane.. the blink concert was awesome! [May. 19th, 2004|01:45 am]
[mood | giddy]
[music |kid rock is on mtv. yuck.]

whats up ladies and gents.. so its been a while.. i know and i do apologize.. its summer! what do you expect? me.. sitting here at my computer updating a journal? haha i think not! but i found some time tonight to update.. so thats just what i will be doing... uhh lets talk about whats been goin up.. and whats been goin down in btown..

i'm not sure where i left off.. but uhh .. lol i think the party at the cabin and thomas pissing on my phone. well.. uhh lets see the next day i took kat and mal home.. and then i went home.. and slept.. i think. lol.. and then the next day i didn't do much b/c i had to work. so i went to work and then after that .. me and jenny went to camdenton.. which is like 1.5 hours away and saw my friend lance!! it was so much fun! lol.. it was ca-razy. so i get there and we get to his house.. and we met all of his friends.. cody..cody.. and tony. lol.. not all of his friends.. but the people at his house.. lol.. me and jenny made some eazy mac. thats the greatest. then we all took some chick's car out fourwheeling.. b/c it was left at his house b/c it was his mom's friends car or something.. and she was outta town in chicago.. so we went fourwheeling in that.. lol it was awesome. and we went to WT-ville.. haha and i almost got shot.. but it was hilarious anyways.. then we watched some of road trip.. but we didn't really watch it b/c we were all just being stupid and talking and having fun.. but by that time it was like 300 am.. and everyone left except me lance jenny and his friend cody.. we all hung out and watched texas chainsaw massacre. talk about scary. even though i have seen it 3 times. it was still scary. i got made fun of. oh well. lol.. hmm so that night i didn't get any sleep. maybe like 15 minutes.. and i had to drive back on that much sleep. so when i got home .. it was like 830.. and i was supposed to meet mal at 10 on 160 and drive to Kansas City to the blink concert...

sooo... yah... with uhh 15 minutes of sleep...i drove 4.5 hours there and we about died b/c i about fell asleep.. i was so tired. then we went to lawrence KS when we got there so we could go shopping at urban outfitters. we ate some buffalo wings too and we saw a bum on the side of the road and felt bad for him so we tried to give him the leftovers of the buffalo wings.. but he wouldn't wake up. he was like "fucked the past out" huh mallory? lol.. sorry funny times at kats.. haha.. and he wouldn't wake up. .so mallory left her number for him? which was kinda weird? lol.. and we went to the blink concert. it was awesome.. cypris hill sucked. i hated it. we played rock paper scissors while they played and played games on our phones. lol.. and taking back sunday was awesome.. they only played for like 30 minutes though.. but it was still cool.. and fall out boy was great of course.. they played for like 30 minutes. and we got pics with fall out boy and taking back.. but not blink b/c they didn't ever come out. :( we were sad.. but we had awesome seats.. and blink played for like 1.5 hours. it was great fun. i wanna do it again. on the way home we got lost.. i was so pissed lol b/c i was still on 15 minutes of sleep and tired and wanted to be at home in my bed. so on the way home.. i was driving in the wrong lane .. it was a one way come to find out and almost killed me and mallory both. and then uhh mal decided to drive b/c i couldn't stay awake. she was on her phone the whole time.. and when i woke up... i looked at the tank .. and we were almost outta gas. if i had not looked at it, we would have ran out. lol.. but! we made it back A OK.. and it was all worth it.

when we got back it was like 5 am and i had to wake up at 9 to paint the senior hill.. so i did.. and then i went to the lake with johny travis and lindsay. it was fun. i wakeboarded.. haha yah. it was great. i think i am going to go pro one day. ok maybe not but whatever. then today me and mal and kat hung out.. and kat has been going through so much shit with derek. he cheated on her like 15 times come to find out while they have been together for 2 years.. what an ass. i hate guys. lol.. and one was with britney.. her best friend. whatever. life sucks sometimes. but .. yah.. we went to the game and then fourwheeling with nick and rob. we got some free food from mcdonalds.. taco bell.. AND wendys.. b/c we're ridiculous like that. haha.. welp its like 150 AM and i think its about that time to go to bed. i just got off the tele with lance.. and i'm tiwed. so kids. i'm out.. i hope you are all having a wonderful life without me in it! :) i don't know what the hell i am talking about.. it just came to mind. my dad is sick now. wow that was random eh? i am going shopping tomorrow with linds and very excited about it . yes.. i am going to get the new found glory CD too.. wahoo.. partay! lol.. laterdays..! sleep well and don't let the caterpillars bite! later
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i hope he is a gentleman [May. 15th, 2004|06:00 pm]
[mood | nerdy]
[music |fall out boy- dead on arrival]

whats up kids.. the weekend was A-ok. except the fact that i had a party at my cabin.. lol.. and thomas passed out.. of course.. and decided to piss on my phone.. my cell phone. so i got a new one. not a new number or anything just a new phone. lol it was 55 dollas.. and he gets to pay for it. haha.. i got a new phone outta it though. and i pretty much just hung out with kat and mal as usual.. and as usual it was fun. I'm so glad that its summer and i can do whatever i want and be home and stay wherever i want. its nice. tomorrow is the big day though- i get to go see blink 182, fall out boy.. and taking back sunday.. yes i know.. its gonna kick ass and i'm so excited...!! but i guess i got a scholarship.. for 1000 ... so thats cool.. i get the check in the mail this week. lol... and Las Vegas is coming soon.. i wasn't that excited about it .. but i'm getting there... now that i think about it .. it'll be fun.. and i won't be here.. so thats gotta be a plus.. and i graduate soon.. and then its project grad. wow.. i can't believe its come. lol.. i went and watched Troy last night. brad pitt is hot. when he was nude and doin that girl- i would give anything to have been that girl. lol.. i would have just paused it and watched brad pitt naked for 2 1/2 hours instead of the movie. lol.. it was a good movie though.. really long however. then i just went home b/c i was really tired. and i guess i was b/c i woke up at 2. yah i know .. i'm a lazy ass.. i think tonight i might go see my friend lance in camdenton.. or jake called and wants me to go camping with him and his friends .. lol which would be funny. he saw my senior pics i sent to him in the mail with an invitation.. and he said when he saw me.. he wanted to "bone" me .. lol guys are so weird..i don't know what i am going to do tonight though. it all depends.. maybe i will just chill in btown. i don't know .. i have been depressed lately.. don't you hate it when you go through like 2 days of depression.. well i am almost done with it i think.. its b/c of my dad.. and just leaving high school.. like i have my whole life ahead of me now.. its weird.. but i'll be alright. i went in a convenient store today and some guy told me i was beautiful.. so that made me feel good. lol.. i wish dreams came true.. b/c i have had some really good ones lately.. and some really funny ones.. and it would just be cool and funny if they happened.. do you ever think about that? hmm.. i do. monday i am going on the lake with johny i guess.. so that should be fun too.. i love the lake.. but anyways this entry was lame b/c i'm busy talkin to people.. so .... i'm out like shout kids. love you all.. much love for my hommies. lol.. this conversations been dead on arrival.

laterrrrrr ;)
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i'm sh-sh-shakin..sh-shakin up... [May. 13th, 2004|08:21 pm]
[mood | flirty]

i'm better.. was sick. now normal. so thats good news. i hated being sick.. i started to get depressed and wanted to be with my friends and yadda yadda.. and now i can!! yay! lol so a lot has been going on.. and just so ya'll know.. this is going to be a long one.. so bear with me.. if you don't want to read it then click the little "X" but you are going to be missing out. ??? maybe..

-monday i was sick and i didn't do anything.. tuesday.. ha! what do you know. i was sick and i sat in my room and watched tv. wednesday- last day of HIGH SCHOOL for me .. and it was great! lol.. i didn't do anything. i started feeling better this day though so thats good.. and after that we had graduation practice.. and thats when it hit me. i was done with high school. for good. like it didn't hit me when people were crying during school and signing yearbooks and stuff.. i was happy to be outta there. but now.. i'm kinda sad now that i think of it. but after that .. i don't remember what i did exactly. i think i went home. lol.. ? but then went to kats house bc she had a lotttta lottta people over and it was a blast! it was all the seniors. lemme think who all was there.. this might take a while.. and i know i will forget people.
me, kat, mal, sara, brit, cassie, brandon, ben, jacob, zack, cizek, brim, austin,leanne, andrew davis, arney, scheuer, rob, trevor, thomas, nick, alex danner, dalton, brett, joe, micheal, and i think thats it, but i'm not sure. i am sure i forgot some people. PEAS PLEASE!! lol.. and we went to bed at 5 woke up at 630, i didn't have to be at school til 9 so i slept.. and mallory threw crickets at me and kat in the morning to wake us up .. lol so i slept on the floor after that.. everyone left. i was there by myself getting ready and i get a call from katherine as soon as i get outta the shower .. and she was stuck on the side of the road with kat and mal and thomas' car broke down. imagine that.. thomas' car breaking down. haha.. and so I had to go pick them up. yah .. me. i was wet and my hair was soaked and i got dressed and picked them up, went to school.. lol i got ready in the bathroom since i didn't have to go to class til 9.. lol.. and when i got to the car.. andrew scheuer was there in no shirt and cowboy boots smoking a cigarette, it was hilarious, and kat and mal were still drunk from the night before. it was crazy. but we got to school so it was all good. then hmm wed. i went to mallorys and we took a nap with joe and dalton and kat all on the same bed! it was smushed.. for like an hour.. and then we went to thomas' the ballgame then kats.. then i went home. today i woke up and went to mallorys and we all watched movies and played on the poo stick and with the UFO balloon.. haha.. thats fun!!! then i had to come here- work. i know. blah. sorry i rushed into it all in the end.. but i gotta get ready to close here in a bit. oh yeh- i almost forgot. johny broke up with me. yah. sad but true. oh well. i guess i should move on... or move in. lol? i'm such a loser. move on. but.. yah.. sunday is the blink concert and i'm stoked b/c i am goin with mal b/c johny can't b/c hes gotta work.. sucks. i am going to take a lotta pics. i think my stepdad is letting me borrow his digital camera which is cool.. or will be if he lets me? and tonight i am going to have a few people at the cabin. yah.. we're gonna tear it up.. doggy style. i am so gay sometimes... i pull things like THAT outta my ass for no reason and just say things like that.. lol.. but people DO tell me that they like that i say how i feel and don't care what people think and am spontaneous ;) thanks! lol.. but i wanna say thanks to my friends.. i love you all.. and i can't wait til we graduate sunday the 23.. 3 o clock. be there. haha.. im gone like a cupcake at fat camp right linds? love love
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sick?!?! [May. 10th, 2004|08:10 pm]
[mood | sick]
[music |tv is on.. waiting for the inferno...]

yeah im sick.. it sucks, i went to school anyway today though b/c if i miss one more day i gotta take finals.. so i stayed in the nurses office all 7 hours of school. i had a 103 temp when i got there.. the dr. thinks that i have strep. i just wanna feel better especially by tomorrow b/c its my last full day of senior high school... and kats having people at her house afterwards.. and i wanna be able to go. the weekend was okay.. lets see what did i do?
friday-- i hung out with mal and then we went to kats and then we went to cassies house b/c she had people over there, after that i went to johnys house and stayed the night b/c he wanted me to...
saturday- i got off work at 9 and then went to see michael and josh play .. then me and mal met up with travis, brandon and johny .. we all went to thomas' going away party.. b/c he is leaving next week to CO for the summer.. it got busted. i wasn't there but yah it did. then johny came over and stayed the night, i woke up went to work sunday and got sick.. slept all day and still laying in bed all day now.. hoping i get better by tomorrow.b/c i'm tired of having no life and sleep.. sleep.. sleep. i can't eat anything b/c my throat is so swollen up i think the biggest thing i can eat is a cheerio. haha.. well just wanted to update b/c i haven't in a while.. sorry i'm not so much in the mood. i love you all!!
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hey look i'm a cowgirl [May. 7th, 2004|04:43 pm]
[mood | crazy]
[music |i can make a mess like nobodys business- whispering actually]

dude. 3 days. 3 effin days. yeehhawww!! lol.. this is awesome. HS is almost ova.. sad yet true. i know .. i'm ready though.. ready to get on with my life rather then deal with stupid drama.. drama.. drama.. hah.. that i usually start.. but its all good. today has been good. but yesterday was better.. usually when someone says THURSDAY school... you think it is going to suck. b/c you are at school til 6. oh- but it didn't suck.. lemme tell ya.

me and kat had it together. so we weren't about to sit there and be bored for three hours. mrs list.. being the awesome teacher that she is.. let us go into the "resource room" which is a room with no one in it.. 'cept me and kat, a tv and computer. yay! so we were in there chillan and we decided to order mr. goodcents and get it delivered to the school.. we had to go about it sneaky though b/c if you knew my school.. its a prison. not even joking! uhh we have like 200 cameras that people watch 24-7 b/c they like to make teenagers' life ..uhh.. whats the word? hell. ya thats it. so we ordered our food and we decided that when it came we were going to run to the elevator go down to the first floor run out.. and grab the food- throw the money at him and tell him to keep the change. lol.. or tell him it was under a rock or something and leave the food there. lolj/k.. so anyways.. Jason and Ben decided to come into the "resource room" and we hung out there for a while.. and ben gillispe was sittin in a chair and we found this huge thing of duct tape.. and we were gonna tape him to the chair. well he pussied out.. so me and kat were layin on this cart thing- its like a cart at lowes- thats the only way i know how to describe it .. where you can put a lotta stuff on it.. and its flat. so jason and ben start to tape us to this thing.. and we are stuck.. they taped our feet.. our body around it and our mouths... just as ben was getting ready to take a pic of it.. MRS LISt walks in!! lol shes like -" first off.. i didn't say you could use my tape.." " second off- you boys are always up to no good- get in the classroom!" me and kat didn't care if we were in trouble b/c we were laughing sooo hard and didn't expect the teacher to walk in. we thought she prolly was thinking that we are weirdos that thought it was KiNkY or something.. haha it wasn't. but it was hialrious. the guys go back to class and its us taped to this thing and mrs list. she tries to get us out of it .. but we won't budge... and so she gets her pocket knife out .. haha outta her pocket and cuts the tape so we got out. it was hilarious. i thought we were going to get in trouble.. but today she was joking about it.. saying how we needed to buy her tape and stuff and she wants the pic of it. lol.. she even reenacted it out with us for a senior video.. which isn't even going to work b/c the tape didn't work. sucks. but it was funny. our mr. goodcents didn't come either b/c the lady couldn't find the school which is good b/c we didn't want to get in more trouble.
so thats my amuzing story. i guess you all would have to of been there b/c it was funny.

then after school me and kat ate at panera. it was good.. then i went to johnys to watch the florida video with travis and cassie.. lol.. all us 4 girls- kat mal cassie me.. went and stole some signs too.. haha .. they were by the school and there for 4 of them.. they said no dumping allowed..i put mine above my toilet. haha i think everyone did. it was hilarious though. (lights.. lights.. car car!!! alisha.. where are the plyers?? lol.. oh shit- its made of cardboard!! its called niggerknocking.. no KNIKER knockin.. lol) wow last night was fun. tonight i'm sure will be too. but yeahhhhhhhhh
thats how old ladies sneeze!!

hmm- my mommy is comign to visit me soon. yay. i haven't seen her in forever. its so nice outside. i am going to the lake tomorrow i think. then i gotta work at 4!! ugh. another day of work.. ah.. its not so bad. but i guess i just wanted to sum up everything thats been up.. so i'm out babeas!!

much love for candy,
haha- ahLeeShah
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these tasteful lips are for you only baby :x [May. 6th, 2004|11:00 am]
[mood | amused]
[music |nothing.at.all.]

schoolio shmooliois where i'm at.
thursday school today with kat.
Ordering mR. goodcents to sneak into school
eating breath mints, so i don't smell like a fool
this weekend is near.. i won't drink beer
but i will go to parties, now isn't that gnarly?
softball was on last night, we definately put up a fight.
i have a friend named chase, a better rapper than mace
he FOUND a poem, so i guess i'm not alone..
heres it goes-

(he didn't make it up, but its funnay)

i got game like kobe
act like you know me
if you rhyme better
than kid you better show me
fly by wreckin
never come in second
fists in my pockets
use my words as my weapon
ghetto blaster thumpin
girlies are a pumpin
gotta get the dough
like my man donald trump and
set this is motion
jaws in the ocean
if you need a rhyme
well then kid i got the potion
building this up like a high rise
better yet
fatter than nell carters right thigh
coming in slangin
never leave yah hanging
if you talk trash
then on your door im banging
twistin up hiphop
running in my flip-flops
passed all the cops
just chillin at the donut shop
for no other reason
you know it aint treason
just comin up
cuz this is the chaserpunk season
livin life disco
here to san fransico
do my own stunts
cuz i like to take the risk yo
punk rock rhymin
rap is always climbin
like your first time
you ever heard rhymin
with the bass drum boomin
jump up in the room and
watch the walls sway
cuz the groove is a groovin
got your hands shakin
suckers that im making
make you look dumb
cuz its your guy that im takin
let me set this off like a bomb
have you steppin like
jerry had tom when im gone
with the freestyle form that im kickin
ill have you trippin
with the rhymes that im flippin
you know this ain a west coast thing
its a world wide thing
with the style i bring
so watch the dime drop
as i harvest my crop
cuz im gonna ride this to the top
ha ha ha


RAP SUCKS

errbody in the clubs gettin tipsy...
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slap it.. shoot it .. kaboot it.. [May. 4th, 2004|11:22 am]
[mood | giggly]

here goes-

after school yesterday.. i went tanning, and then i ate with cassie and kat at trans.. mmMmM.. it was yummy in my tummy.. hah.. then we went to ozark and we watched the baseball game. derek- (as i'm sure you already know) is on ozarks team now.. we lost .. 2-1 it was a good game though. Joe told me at school yesterday that he had a sex dream about me. lol.. i asked how it was? he said incredible. so i convinced him that he wasn't dreaming and it hurt my feelings that he didn't remember me sneaking in his window. haha.. after that me and kat went to her house and watched inferno and were being stupid.. we made these fruit drinks that were really good.. and then cassie came over.. and mal and thomas.. and derek.. and we made a bunch of stupid commercials on the video camera.. it was sooo funny! i was crackin up.. and then we went to bed at like 3 and woke up at 7 for school. blah. Strawberry Passionada... More (ovaltine) strawberry passionada please! lol.. in english first hour kat was in a group for a presentation .. and chelsea was in it too, but chelsea got suspended.. and therefore they didnt' have her. i told her i would fill in for her.. i had no idea what i had to do.. but this morning we winged it.. lol.. and i had to wear like this devil hat - b/c i was in hell i guess .. they are reading dantes inferno.. or whatever.. and i had to act liek a demon and scratch myself.. lol man.. it was funny b/c i couldn't pronounce any of the names.. one guy i think i called cappachino.. haha.. they got a 95 though so thats good. i was in the hall a sec. ago ... and coach arnold gave me my highlight video. i'm excited.. i wanna go home and watch it.. now!! too bad i gotta work tonight :( i miss lindsay.. i haven't seen her in a while. wah. lol welp i guess this is goodbye.

i'm done.
"patty mayonaise"
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bored at school.. again. [May. 3rd, 2004|01:38 pm]
5 things you are wearing...
1. silver jeans
2. hollister shirt
3. jelly bracelets
4. adidas shoes
5. white belt

5 things you are doing right now...
1. typing
2. talking to jeff and chase
3. listening to a conversation near me.. haha
4. thinking about whats up after school.
5. reading

5 things you ate in the last 24 hours...
1. salad at lunch
2. baked lays at lunch (barbecue!) yum.
3. red diamond tea
4. strawberry poptart
5. milke

5 things you did so far today...
1. woke up
2. came to school late.
3. had a tape war
4. made fun of bryan reading with zack and jacob. haha.
5. watched morning mtv

5 things you can hear right now...
1. these people talking next to me.. saying that some kid is growing grey hairs lol.
2. teacher yelling.
3. me typing
4. pages flipping, i'm in la biblioteca.
5. computer next to me.. this is gay.

5 thoughts in your head...
1. johny
2. after school.
3. who all is staying at kat's.
4. cant wait til school is out.
5. this weekend..

5 things you look for when youre picking a girlfriend/boyfriend...
1. personality
2. hair
3. common intrests
4. likes music i do
5. is funny- can make me laugh.

5 famous people you'd bang in a second...
1. ace enders
2. ashton kutcher
3. paul walker
4. josh hartnett
5. the guy in "mean girls".. hottie! lol


5 things you love...
1. music
2. being happy
3. having fun
4. friends
5. satisfaction

im adding one
5 things you want...
1. to meet ace and be able to talk to him :)
2. go to matchbook romance concert tonight
3. new clothes
4. summer to be here.
5. start my life over from jan. 2004. i would do things differently.
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wowza.. [May. 3rd, 2004|11:02 am]
[mood | annoyed]

i'm sittin here at school ... last hour was fun.. us girls .. got in a tape war.. yah a tape war.. i think its self explainable. uhh so i'm NOT going to the MBR concert... which sucks big toes.. but oh well.. my dad said no.. b/c i have school and he doesn't want me to drive with just two girls in the car and yadda yadda.. hmm.. so i think i am going to hang out with kat and cassie after school..we are all going to stay at katherines house tonight i think.. which should be fun!! wahoo! lol.. hmm.. i don't really have much to say.. but that i sure am hungry. i'm glad i don't have to work tonight.. i have to work tomorrow though. soo.. yeah. i've been thinking... these are just things on my mind-

1.) my mom isn't talking to me b/c we are in a fight and i haven't talked to her since.. so i have tried to call her but she won't talk to me. i hope i still get to go on the cancun trip. i think i have to since i deposited money for it already.

2.) johny is coming back from florida.. and .. we have been fighting since he has been there about stupid shit. i got mad at him for meeting girls and hanging out with them.. when he said he wasn't going to. the only reason why i don't approve of it.. is b/c of what has happened in the past..so after hearing that.. i thoguht why can't i meet guys and stuff if he is doing it? so i met someone in columbia when i was at a concert.. and we have been talking but i have not hung out with him or anything.. and we are just friends. he got mad about that, yet he was doign the same thing. i guess you could say well i did the same thing too, but i did it after he did and i'm not saying it makes it right but why can't i if he can? and uhh we were fighting he called me a bitch and a slut..and i told him i didn't awnt to see him when he came back and i was mad at him b/c i was.. and i didn't maen that i didn't want to see him when i got back b/c i do want to see him. i don't nkow how anything is goign to be when he gets back.. and how he is going to take it. but as far as i know, i have been okay without him.. i love being with him though and yeah- of course i miss him.. but he also said that he is going to move to florida now.. and he has nothing in branson here for him.. cassie said.. what about alisha? he said i was being ridiculous and he doesn't have anything to come back to. i don't know if he said it b/c he was just mad or whatever.. but i don't want to deal with this anymore.if he doesn't have anything to come back to.. i won't give him anything to come back to. i think he said that b/c the night before that i was mad and told him i didn't want to talk to him or have anything to do with him. ? i guess we will see what happens. if he wants to move to florida and have me outta his life forever.. so be it. but i am not going to act like everything is going to be okay when he is here if he wants it that way. why would anyone want to get attached again with someone that is going to leave b/c they aren't for them? yeh. so i don't know how to act about anything.. about what he meant.. what i meant. its all confusing. i'm just going to roll with the punches i guess.. and take it one step at a time. that's for the best i think. i think i should just be his friend for a while.. b/c we are both confused from the looks of it .. unless i am just looking like a dumbass.. which whatever. i don't care what people think. haha.. i am going to be gone all of june anyways.. and maybe this is for the best. hmm... comment please!!

3.) uhh 7 more days of school. i'm so pumped! it's going to be great. i can't wait. and the new found glory cd comes out soon! and taking back sunday is getting a new cd too! july 27!! yay! and blink concert is soon too. yay. then i graduate. graduate. yes. fun. exciting. last hour mal helped me realize that i have been spelling "putting" wrong my entire year.. as well as "ridiculous" i thought it was "puting" and "rediculous".. its okay. we all have our blonde moments.

until tomorrow-
XOXOXO
LeashY
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we're walking up the stairs into your room... [May. 2nd, 2004|09:44 am]
[mood | cold]
[music |senses fail- buried a lie]

man last night was a lotta fun, haha... but i am really tired today. its sunday. yah.. sunday.. the day you aren't supposed to work. the day of rest. so why aren't i resting? psh.. rediculous. lol.. uh last night when i got off people were at mal's house b/c her parents were at a concert or something..so we all cooked! lol.. it was me bryan, and bryan, cassie, derek, kat, brett, kyle, mal, britney, wes, thomas, and sara. we made brownies and salad.. and lol.. they were delish! then all the girls went to see " mean girls " it was great. lol.. we laughed a lot. hahahhaha.. " i think they are back here.." "is mom back there mal?" we snuck in last night. all of us. it was funny. we are now the cardboards.. screw the plastics. thennnnnn after that... we went to taco bell... then to this guys house.. his name was chris fry... we went with eli and trevor. i didn't know the guy, but he was really nice, he works at laundrys with trevor. me and cassie only stayed for about half hour. b/c it was getting late.. i didn't get home til 3 or 330 and we were tired. cassie and i got stuck in the mud.. in her mom's lexus it was hilarious. then she took me to my car and i went home..as well as her. hmm.. we are going to go canoeing this summer.. i'm really excited for that. wahoo.. i love canoeing. i told my dad i was going to see matchbook tomorrow.. and he said no. i said yes.. he said no.. i said why .. he said b/c i said so. i hate that. lol what am i 13 again? i told him yes i was going. and he just laughed. i'll show him. it'll be fun. lance and alex aren't going though. :( but i think we might see them in lebanon or something.. i'm not sure. johny is stuck in florida. but who cares eh? ha j/k. ?? uhh i'm sure hes having fun partying down there..if he can party and meet girls why can't i party? or meet guys? yeah i don't get it either. plus no one likes to be called a "bitch" or a "slut" from someone they love, and supposively loves them back. sometimes its all bullshit i think. blah. anywho. i'm eating mike 'n ikes. i can't wait til cancun. its so close. yet so far away. i keep switching subjects. there isn't really anything to talk bout but i have nothing better to do. last night when i worked there was a bird stuck in the ceiling b/c it came in through a vent or somethin ..lol... this place is so white trash. so we opened one of the tiles and i got here this morning and the bird was in the store.. and it was scaring me bc it was flying everywhere. lol.. it almost hit me a few times and i was getting annoyed.. finally it flew out but it stood at the door for a while like it wanted to come back in. wow. hmm.. i wish i was eating a popsycle right now. those are so good. i'm running then tanning after work. then i gotta clean at my house then i gotta call cassie b/c i think we are going to do something. welp i'm out like shout. until tomorrow.
love love,
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its not my fault. [May. 1st, 2004|06:28 pm]
[mood | ecstatic]
[music |copeland- brightest]

whats up kids? hmm 7.5 days left of school.. lol i'm so glad. i can't wait to get outta there but i am going to miss so many people. life won't be the same without then :( but anywho.. i'm at work right now and linds just left. we watched school of rock which is like 8 days overdue for me. haha. i don't really care. i haven't cared about a lotta things lately actually. tonight i am going to the movies with a buncha people and we're gonna see "meangirls" i'm happy.. lindsay said it was good.. and then i'm not sure what i am doing after that, prolly hang out with everyone. on our last day of school we are goin to put up a "slip and slide" at the practice field and go sliding on it. haha.. it should be fun. its raining right now. i hate the rain and i'm sick of it. oh at school on friday.. i felt soo bad for joe lale.. b/c sara had to take pics of people with chapstick and then holding it and there was a pic of joe, well skyler stole the pic and put a penis in place of the chapstick.. so the pic looked like it had joe holding a penis with chapstick all over his lips.. and it said "you got zappped" on the front of it. it wasn't funny. they made a lotta copies and passed the around and put them on windshields in the parking lot. i felt really bad for him... b/c joe is the nicest funniest guy i know..and the first thing he said to jacob when he showed him the picture.. joe goes "well where did the chapstick go? lol, so i guess skyler is suspended and might not graduate, and blake put the paper on all the windshields.. and got suspended and got an F on his research paper for plagerizing lol.. man what is happenening to everyone.. ryan can't graduate b/c he is 1/4 credit off.. and chelsea might not because she helped put them on cars and stuff.. me and lindsay are goingn to st louis for sure now on monday... to see MATCHBOOK ROMANCE at creepy crawl.. well faith and linds are here and were playing freeze tag.. haha .. later!
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::.:..::stolen kisses and racing hearts::.:.::<3 [Apr. 30th, 2004|11:14 am]
i was just wondering.. how do blind people know when they are done wiping? lol..
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show 'em whatchyou got. [Apr. 28th, 2004|09:30 pm]
sum it up:
so i went to the spitalfield concert.. and it was awesome. lol.. me and linds left and went through crocker- i call it crockerbarrel.. lol and picked up chase.. b/c were just THAT nice.. haha.. then we went to columbia.. i thought we were gonna be late. chase says we were late. we weren't late. lol i got up front... and we were there when they were letting people in.. so whatever. the ride up there was interesting lol.. we got lost.. didn't see no "huge frog" but we did see the sherrif of crocker. he was in a van. yeah a blue van. lol that said sherrif on it.. i told linds we could outrun that anyday.. and we also saw a neat little church lol..
"oh look linds, they are builing onto the church!"
"bout time they built onto that church"
"yeah i was always squished and i hated it!"
"little bobby just won't keep growin and his head keeps hittin the ceilin" ..lol
we also saw a river- which was a little dirty, but it would still be fun..it might have snakes but it would still be fun..and its really full which was from the rain, but it'd still be fun.. but the trees are all in the water.. lol from the rain but it would still be fun! :) and we also saw what happens to a car when you are drunk driving and we drove through iberia... linds-"were in iberia." alisha-"iberia dead grandpa!" lol
that was the ride there and it was interesting. esp. with chase in the car.

for the bands-
spitalfield was awesome and it was fun b/c i knew all their songs.. and i love them!
engine down- never heard of them before, but enjoyed them actually and played a good show!
poison the well... well i didn't like them.
thursday was good too! and everyone should go see them!
we had met a few people in the crowd before the show even started and this guy gave me his email to email him pics ofthe show.. i told him i would.. i don't even know his name.. i don't even have a scanner and yah. lol i will figure something out i guess. but he came running up to us while engine down was playing and was like hey ... mark from spitalfield wants to see some hott girls so come with me. we were like uhh okay? so we went with him and got pics taken and stuff and mark said we were hot.. and asked if we knew the crazy psycho dude.. we didnt..but it was awesome lol.. and that there are more hot girls in missouri then california he thinks. we didn't believe him though.

we got to sit and talk to mark and JD from spitalfield for a good hour or hour and a half. they are really funny... it was good times.. linds tried to give them her number.. but she was too nervous. lol we did though... and we did it seductively b/c they wanted us to! so we stuck it in marks pocket... hah..yah ok so it was the back pocket and we had to touch his butt.. lol jk we also met a few really nice guys from lake of the ozarks.. one looks like johny a lot and reminded me of him.. like i would look at him and think.. whoah.. johny is back from florida.. but then i hit myself and put myself back in reality. there was a gay guy right by me and linds that kept touching himself and wanted us to kiss his ring. lol.. we didn't though.. and lance protected us from the fat sweaty guy.. it was funny.. lol... on the way home we all just chilled and listened to music b/c we were so tired.. and we went to mcdonalds.. which serves breakfast at 4 am. which is when i got home and woke up at 7 for school.. right now im on 3 hours of sleep. yes. 3 hours. lol.. lindsay also got pulled over on the way home which i almost forgot! i was almost sleeping and lindsay goes OMG alisha.. so i woke up ..we were getting pulled over i told her to cry she didn't so we laughed the whole time the cop was in the car and kept laughing when he came back to our car to talk to us. he gave linds the ticket and i sighed loudly and said great and he shined his stupid silly little flashlight into my blue eyes.. and i laughed. the ticket was 108 dollars and we still laughed.. lol i think we were delerious. it was a really good time though and i hope that you all enjoyed the fun times i had i columbia .. haha... i went and you didn't . you missed out! lalalalala.. jk
goooodddbyyyyeee my loveee!!
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bored. at school... [Apr. 27th, 2004|11:26 am]
[mood | exhausted]

BASICS
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Your gender: lady
Straight/gay/bi? straight
Single? uhmm not so much really.
Want to be? nah.. it don't matta..
Your birthday: 10-25-85
Your age: 18
Age you act:16?
Age you wish you were: 12 .. those days were fun.
Your height: 5'5
The color of your eyes: beatiful baby blue
Happy with it? uhh i suppose. its better than brown eh?
The color of your hair: brownish blondish..
Left/right/ambidextrous? right.
Your living arrangement? my daddy.
Your family: what about them?
Have any pets? not raelly.. my brother has a dog- (black lab)bella.
What's your job: slacking off...
Piercings? belly button and 2 in ears.
Tattoos? nope.. everyone has them why would i wanna be like everyone else?
Obsessions? music
Addictions? not really.. lol
Do you speak another language? 2 years of spanish .. just b/c its required.
Have a favorite quote? sure- - - - -
- - - - -
Do you live in the moment? yes
Do you consider yourself tolerant of others? sometimes.
Do you have any secrets? indeed.
Do you hate yourself? doesn't everyone sometimes?
Do you like your handwriting? its okay.
Do you have any bad habits? caring too much and giving my heart away to people who dont deserve it worrying ..the list goes on really..
What is the compliment you get most from people? funny and fun to be with
What's your biggest fear? losing everyone i love, being alone drowning spiders failing.. i have a lot.
Can you sing? haha i can scream.. not really..
Are you a loner? nope got plenty of friends.
What are your no. 1 priorities in life? having a good time and being carefree
Are you a daredevil? i suppose.
Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself? hmmm
Are you passive or aggressive? both.
What is your greatest strength and weakness? weakness- caring too much about people.. worrying.. getting frustrated easily. stregnth- being myself and not caring what people think.
There are three wells, love, beauty and creativity. you can only drink out of one. Which one would you drink of? love b/c all you neeed is love ... love ... love.. lol and i don't like being alone.
How do you vent? smoke. lol j/k!! thats retarded.. i don't vent. i keep it in. lol no.. i don't really know.. listen to music talk to friends.
Do you think you are emotionally strong? no im really tenderhearted.
Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life? not yet.
Do you think life has been good so far? my life is always worse then other peoples' so it seems.. but thats just be feeling sorry for myself. haha.. but yeah its good!
What do you like the most about your body? my tummy
And least? psh.. my feet b/c people make funna them all the time.
Do you think you are good looking? am i concieded? lol j/k sometimes.
Are you confident? i try to be.
What is the fictional character you're most like? not sure.. i guess uhhm... ariel? hahha- - - - -
DO YOU...
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Smoke? nope
Do drugs?nope
Read the newspaper? not often.. i only look at the sports if i do.
Pray? yes.
Go to church? yes.
Sleep with stuffed animals? no i wrap up in my blankets and pillow.
Take walks in the rain? i like to.
Like to drive fast? yeah its fun!
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WOULD OR HAVE YOU EVER...
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Liked your voice?thats a weird ?, i guess its okay.. i think i have a weird sounding "r" but thats just me.. lol and i don't notice it.. and people say i say naked weird and both. its the hick in me i suppose.
Hurt yourself? yes.
Been out of the country? yes and again to cancun!
Had sex? yes.
Been in love? yes
Done drugs? no
Gone skinny dipping? yes.
Had a medical emergency? yes..
Had a surgery? no.
Ran away from home? yes.
Played strip poker? yes
Gotten beaten up? no.
Beaten someone up? wrestling yes.
Been picked on? yes.
Been on stage? yes
Slept outdoors? yes.
Thought about suicide? hmm no
Pulled an all-nighter? yes. a few.
Gone one day without food? lol yeah right.
Talked on the phone all night? yes.
Slept together with the opposite sex without actually having sex first? yes.
Slept all day? yes.
Made out with a stanger? i kissed someone...he kissed me but i kind of knew him for like 4 hours ahead of time.. and it was a while ago.
Thought you're going crazy? all the time.
Kissed the same sex? hmm i don't know. lol
Been betrayed? i wouldn't take it that far.
Had a dream that came true? in some ways, yes
Broken the law? yes
Have you ever killed an animal by accident? yes.
Told a secret you swore you wouldn't tell? yeah.
Stolen anything? yes, ..dumbass.
Been on radio/tv? no.
Been in a mosh-pit? yes.
Had a nervous breakdown? no
Bungee jumped? i want to.
Had a dream that kept coming back? yes
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CLOTHES and other fashion junk
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Shoe brand? nike, flipflops, whatever.
Brand of clothing? doesn't matter rreally.. abercrombie, hollister, urban outfitters, buckle is what i usually wear.
Cologne/perfume? cool waters- davidoff... burberry... or ralph.
What are you normally wearing to school/work? jeans and top.
Judge other people by their clothing? no
Wear make-up? yes- - - -
Beliefs
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Believe in life on other planets? no.
Miracles? yes
Astrology? yes.
Magic? hmm i dfon't know .. lol i geuss
God? yes.
Santa? no.
Ghosts? not sure.. i guess i will if i see one!
Luck? i say no, but i rely on it a lot lol
Love at first sight? yes
Yin and Yang (that good can't exist without the bad)? yup
Witches? ugh.
Easter bunny? no
Believe it's possible to remain faithful forever? indeed.
Believe there's a pot of gold at the end of the rainbow? haha no
Do you wish on stars? yes, but my wishes never come true. i must be wishing on all the wrong ones.
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DEEP THEOLOGICAL QUESTIONS
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Do you believe in the traditional view of Heaven and Hell? traditional view?
Do you think God has a gender? no
Do you think that science counteracts religion? Yes
Where do you think we go when we die? Heaven or hell maybe
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AMIGOS
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Do you have any gay/lesbian friends? no
Who is your best friend? Lindsay
Who's the one person that knows most about you? myself.
What's the best advice that anyone has ever given to you? "trust no one"
Your favorite inside joke? so manyof those
Thing you're picked on most about? me saying stupid irrelevant things
Who's your longest known friend? justine..
Newest? ?? not sure.. adam!
Shyest? jenny
Funniest? me and linds together
Sweetest? katie
Closest? linds
Weirdest? mallory
Smartest? linds
Ditziest? katherine
Who are you on the phone with most? lately johny..
Who do you trust most? linds
Who listens to your problems? anyone i talk to..
Who do you fight most with? my mom and brother
Who's the nicest? cassie
Who's the most outgoing? me and mal .. haha.. and me and linds
Who's the best singer? NO ONE! lol
Who's on your hate-list? no one!
Have you ever thought of having sex with a friend? uhh.. lol. nope?
Who's your second family?sharena or haleigh or shannan
Do you always feel understood? NEVER.
Who's the loudest friend? all of us
Do you trust others easily? i used to. .. not so much anymore.
Do your friends know you? uhh i hope so.
Friend that lives farthest away: adam- oregon
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LOVE, and all that
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Do you consider love a mistake? sometimes in certain situations
What do you find romantic? cuddling and kissing and talking to eachother about everything and anything.
Turn-on? cologne, funny, makes me laugh, smile.. happy.. yadda yadda
Turn-off? liars. false actions and feelings...yeah. lol.. smell bad.. uhh greasy hair.. lol.. i could go on and on my friends.
First kiss? i was 14, i think.
Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them? yes
Have you ever wished it was more "socially acceptable" for a girl to ask a guy out? does it matter?
Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractive? hmm i don't know .. never thought of it and not going to.
Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking? lol ... yeah?
What's the last present someone gave you? uhm.. my dad got my prom dress for me!
Are you in love? yesa
Do you consider your significant other hot? damn you fine!
What would you do if you were walking down the street and saw some hot guy/girl standing on the sidewalk? if i wasn't with anyone.. well wait, ok i still would .. talk to them and see whats up.. just to be friends and hang out b/c thats just the person i am!
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WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON...
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You wanted to kill? lol jeez!
That you laughed at? katherine and this black dude in the hall that came up outta no where and asked if i had a b/f.. i ahve never talked ot him!
That laughed at you? katherine in the hall.
You went shopping with? i dunno.. lindsay?
That broke your heart? johny breaks my heart a lot.. lol j/k.. i just worry too much.. but yeah.
To disappoint you? lindsay
To make you cry? lindsay lol
To brighten up your day? uhmm i don't know ..3rd hour in list with cassie kat and mal..
That you thought about? joe- b/c hes in the library and i gave him some pics. lol
You saw a movie with? johny and linds and callie..
You talked to on the phone? norm- my dads friend lol..
You saw? people next to me..
You lost? my turtle murtle that i found i let it go!
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RIGHT THIS MOMENT...
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Are you going out? yeah leaving in 5 minutes for columbia!
Will it be with your significant other? no hes in FLoRiDa.. psh loser. jk
What are you wearing right now? jeans and a hollister shirt with an ae belt and flip flops lol
What are you worried about right now? nothing really. if i get outta school okay b/c i have a "eye dr. appt."
What book are you reading? one in english. i don't even know the name of it.
What's on your mousepad? BHS PIRATES
Use 5 words to describe how you're feeling: tired, excited, worried, delierious, and hungry
Are you bored? yes.
Are you tired? yes.
Are you talking to anyone online? yes jeff
Are you talking to anyone on the phone? no.
Are you lonely or content? content
Are you listening to music?i wish
How many times did you REALLY use the word "fuck": none i believe ;)
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columbia here we come! [Apr. 27th, 2004|11:22 am]
[mood | okay]

so today i am leaving school at 2 to travel to columbia with lindsay and chase, it should be a fun ride, we are taking the video camera if we remember.. haha.. and i get to see jeff today! yay!! haha... but last night was an uneventful night really.. ha. i didn't do anything. i went to bed at 8 30.. woke up at 10 30, went back to bed at 12 woke up at 1 b/c johny called.. talked to him til 2 then went to bed around 2 30 and woke up for school. ugh. i wanted to get a lotta sleep too b/c i am still sleepy from prom .. after school me and cassie went tanning then to mallorys for a bit then we ate at mazzios. it was good. well i think i'm out.. and i might fill out a survey here in a bit b/c im that bored. later!
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am i turning you on?.. take your time. [Apr. 25th, 2004|09:57 pm]
[mood | tired]
[music |the early november- make believe]

the weekend:

Friday- jeez that was so long ago, and i barely rememeber.. so much has went on since then. oh! but i remember. after school.. i went ..no i don't remember actually. haha.. imagine that? alisha forgetting.. yah. typical.. i know.. i watched school of rock!! thats right.. and i got my nails done after school, met jenny and we went to walmart then to katelyns bday party thing.. and it was fun fun fun... saw some good faces.. including mine.. or something like that? lol.. yah.. so that was friday.


Saturday- Prom= BiG dAy! Jeff i would have to agree with you on that -everyone does act like its the biggest day of your life. hm.. it wasn't "the biggest day of my life" but it sure was a blast. I woke up.. and didn't do anything for a little while.. i think i hung here with my dad until my hair appt. at 1... and i talked to johny before that and everything is going good as far as i know down there.. i wish i was there... at the beach.. i would camp there... with a bonfire and blanky. lol okay.. sorry i was dreaming.. uhh.. anywho.. got my hair done, got zacks bootineer(yeah i don't know how to spell it, so what? i sounded it out!) and then.... i went home .. fixed my hair a little more.. did my make up.. and got in the car and went to katherines house around 5.. i was there for a while just hanging out with everyone.. and puting dresses on and such... then me and cassie went with cizek and zack to brett davis' house.. and everyone and their mom was there.. no litterally.. lol all the moms made dinner for us... and it was really classic like i guess you could say.. ok better word? uhh... fancy. lol.. and we ate and took lotsa pics.. there was a professional girl there taking them so it was cool.. then we got in the limo and drove around for a little bit... people in the limo were- me zack cizek cassie brett britney jacob jenae leanne and austin.. it was a lotta fun in there.. we were blastin to the music and dancin and stuff.. then we got to prom.. and danced too! and took lotsa pics.. and me and cassie got a pic with mr. sanders.. our fav. druggie teacher! lol after prom i went and changed at cassies.. then me and her went to the cabin at indian point.. and everyone who is anyone was there.. or somethin like that.. and it was a blast!! i had a lotta fun... and i fell sleep at like 5ish 6ish maybe?

sunday- uhh supposively i was 'posed to work this morning.. haha i didn't know i was .. for some reason i stuck something in my head that said you got the whole weekend off! and i got a phone call at uhh 10 with why aren't you here? lol so iwent to work! i got there at like 11 and off at 1.. but i felt bad. i won't ever do it again i promise.. and i was planning on fixing my car with my brother and dad after work.. so we did.. bc were just that good.. then i was going to go home and back to sleep bc i'm so tired.. i mean really tired.. but jamie jo gregg called and i had not seen her in forever.. so we went to starbucks.. caught up on thangs.. then to kmart to develop prom photos.. which are great.. and pics of us girls in the van! nothin like meetin some trinidadens eh jamie? lol.. then came to my house and hung out here.. so wow what a weekend eh?

i hope you all enjoyed that. tomorrow is school.. then who knows what. i wanna see envy friday night.. it looks funny. meangirls looks mean. lol.. or somethin like that. i ordered the tix for spitalfield and were goin yahhh babay!! laterrrr days ya'll.
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SKIP a dee do dah! [Apr. 22nd, 2004|07:53 pm]
[mood | exhausted]
[music |copeland- california]

i am so pissed right now.. b/c i had a whole entry done, and for some reason it was allllllll deleted! outta no where.. what the? arggh! i guess i will type it all over again:)

today i didn't go to school. i skipped. yes ... skipped. no no, i know what you are thinking.. you are thinking.. alisha wouldn't do that.. i don't think i believe this girl. lol.. but yeah i took a "college visit" ..thanks to mary ann graham.. i stayed at kats last night with her and mal and we went to blockbuster.. and saw BOB.. right? lol.. well if you go into blockbuster and you see a HOT AIR BALLOON sticker for some fund.. (not a parachute) its us.. but its a long story and i won't get into it.. then we went to thomas' house and hung out there and watched cold creek manor.. its pretty good.. i was so tired though... and we got to sleep in, so me her cassie and mal went to eat with thomas nick and andrew then went to tanger with micheal and rob and all them people.. and it was a lotta fun! we rode the bat mobile! lol.. then tanning and we buried slithers R.I.P. haha.. now i'm working.. linds just left but we had a skittle mouth contest and we could only get 8 skittles in a row in my mouth.. we suck. oh well.. it was fun while it lasted.. then we played the real world road rules challenge with beanie babies and a box.. for the ion lifesaver! lol.. it was rediculously crazy.. the other night me joe mal and cassie went to say by to the band.. so we went to travis'.. and i broke the coocoo clock by accident that's downtown.. it was a going away present for travis though b/c he loves that thing .. but johny called me today and i guess they had a good ride down.. but it was boring b/c they were tired and no music:( spitalfield concert tuesday! if anyone wants to come lemme know! i am almost positive me and linds are going .. which is going to be so much fun.. my friend chase made me mad .. he said i was going to hate him .. and now i do.. lol j/k.. b/c he won free tix over the radio today :( so we might ride up with him and jessi to it.. that could be fun eh? yah i thought so too...so my dad is staying at the cabin tonight.. so party at my house! lol i will be there alone, i might stay with someone though b/c .. well just b/c.. hmm tomorrow is back to that hell hole.. school... and then i get my nails and toes done for prom.. then i am prolly just gonna do whatever is goin downnnnn! this weekend is going to be so busy with prom and everything but i am so excited.. it was so nice out today, and i ate a popsycle.. it made me smile. lol..summer is right around the corner.. as well as cancun.. and Las Vegas.. my dad ordered plane tix yesterday.. we are going to be gone for 10 days. yay!! outta branson for a while finally.. it will be nice.. well i'm out like should i gotta close this joint up and see whats goin on round town. ttya'll laterrrr!!
much love for my hommies.. lol
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don't make me poke you with my rocketpower finger [Apr. 20th, 2004|11:24 am]
[mood | giggly]

whats up dudes.. i'm in yearbook right now .. and i just went to the nurse and got a bandaide b/c i have a slit on my finger and it was hurting.. i think i got a papercut. blah.. lol.. so its been a while.. yes i know .. i apologize.. but i am having a greattt day! this morning i woke up to johny next to me :) and lol.. okay the alarm upstairs did go off at 4!! and was still going off at 6 this morning .. i wasn't hearing things! pshh .. haha and then i went to dennys and skipped 1st hour and had breakfast.. lol.. i'm such a rebel. jk .. now i'm at school and the day is goin good.. sweeter than yoohoo.. and i gotta work tonight so it shouldn't be too bad.. i wanna go to see spitalfield on tuesday next week in columbia.. i think ima go with lindsay.. annnnd.... good news!! JEFF IS BACK IN THE BAND! yay! check out the website and what TEN had to say! i was so happy.. everything is back to normal now. 17 days left for me of high school! yes.. i am so happy.. hmm this week is so busy. last night i went to sprytown and i got my dress.. which is beautiful .. and some shoes and jewelry and my and linds ate at chedders! (nothin like gettin a straw stuck in your hair to impress someone) haha.. but tomorrow.. i have a softball game.. with linds.. and we are goin to kick ass.. haha.. hopefully.. i haven't done anything that has to do with softball since oct. when the season ended.. so i think it will be fun..sam is taking it all seriously and its funny b/c we aren't going to be serious at all.. at least i'm not .. i'm there to have a fun time and make funna people, lol.. then thursday we might skip school.. either thursday or next tues. b/c people have so much stuff going on , like tests and presentions for sanders and list.. so yah. but we are having a senior skip day SOON and i'm glad. i am goign to take a "college visit" so it doesn't actually count against me. friday i get my nails and toes done for prom... the it is katelyns party and that should be fun.. then prom is sat. i'm sure i will be up all night for that so sunday is sleep day. lol and i am meetin up with jamie b/c we didn't talk yesterday b/c we wouldn't have that much time. but sunday is the day.

s00o0o yeah-- hmm dont' you hate it when you are eating a popsycle (SP) and it is so cold it sticks to your mouth? that happens to me all the time.. the other day kat was eating one and lol.. her lip started to bleed from it! it was crazo.. i got the senses fail ep yesterday.. its good. its real good. i'm tired with a headache. it sucks.. but i'm going to go bc me and blaire are off to take pics of people.
laterdayz
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i wish i had a swing like that in MY backyard... [Apr. 17th, 2004|05:16 pm]
[mood | bored]
[music |every nights another story- the early november]

work. sucks. I'm here now.. me and linds got bored earlier so we played some baseball.. then some dodgeball.. haha .. i beamed her in the head.. hard.. then we put on size 14 cleats.. and walked around outside.. people were lookin at us like we were stupid, (which we are.. but i don't care) haha and it was hilarious. hmm last night was filled with events.. went to kats house with jenny for a while and soon enough cassie mallory and britney came along..then we met up with johny and travis and andy and took the van out. haha.. that things so cool.. its so white trash but awesome.. its like the big van in "texas chainsaw massacre" and we were like going from side to side around the corners.. we looked like a cracked out family b/c cassie had her fake baby from child development class for the weekend and there were like 5 of us in the back just sittin there screaming.. it reminded me of the 70's but we weren't hippies and we weren't smokin pot in the back either.. lol.. then we went to taco bell.. and travis acted like cassies dad .. haha.. then we went to the cliffs.. people were drinking.. it was kinda stupid so i went home.. i also went on a motorcycle for my first time last night.. lol.. matt holt has one supposively and so he was at starbucks when we stopped by there for a potty break.. and i went on the strip with him and it was crazy! we didn't go very fast b/c i was scared.. lol.. but it was well worth it. it was so nice out last night and today.. i wish i was out there.. playing tennis.. swimming.. anything but being here. so i have decided to go to cancun, and i'm really excited about it too.. we are staying at the barcelo maya beach resort. you can look it up on yahoo if your so interested.. its nice :)

so the other night.. wait.. last night.. well first off i just want everyone to know that obviously i am such a "hick" b/c thats what people are telling me after i tell them this story..

Alishas hick story

ok so last night i was getting ready and getting ready to leave out the door to hang out with friends.. and my dad was like hey i need you to do something for me first.. so i'm like ..alright what? hes like we need to go to the creek and set up some minnow traps.. (most people don't know what minnow trapping is.. so lemme explain) minnow- baby fish.. lol.. you get these like round containers and smash saltine crackers in it and let it sink to the bottom of the creek.. and the minnows get trapped in the container..him and my brother use the minnows as bait for the fish.. so i'm like great ya know.. i just got ready and everything.. but i do it anyways b/c i love my dad and yah.. i'm just that nice of a person. lol.. so we get out there and i am gettin ready to pull my pant leg up before i put these massive rubber boots on that go all the way up to my zipper.. and ther eare like 3 baby seed ticks crawling on my jeans.. i'm like great.. so i put the boots on and i have both minnow traps and i just go into the creek and nothing gets wet but the boots and i felt kinda bad b/c i was complaining to my dad that i was going to get wet and dirty and have to go all the way home before i go out to change all over again.. but i didn't. so yah .. thats just my little story and the reason why everyone thinks i'm a hick. lol.. maybe i am? but i don't care.

i don't know what i am doing tonight. prolly nothing.. b/c there is never anything to do in this town.. but its so nice out.. i wanna go camping. that would be fun .. or just stay at the cabin. maybe i will do that tonight... lol.. i am supposed to get pics from adam today and i'm excited! :) .. prom is sat. i'm excited about that too.. okay while i'm at it.. i'm also excited b/c my senior pics are in and i think i might go up to springfield tomorrow and get them and some other things and hang out with jake.
this is a really long entry and i don't wanna keep boring ya'll so im out like shout! have a good day my friends! muah! ;)
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